About a month or so ago, we had a class on Basic Bible Doctrines. At first I wasn't really looking forward to this class because the title made me think that it was going to be all stuff that I knew and so be boring. Well I think that it was actually my favorite class we have had here. I learned so much through it. In the class, we had an assignment to write a paper on 3 things we learned from the book The Two Covenants by A. Murray. Basically I am just going to share the paper and maybe change or add a few things :)
Before reading this book, I thought I had a basic understanding of the two Covenants in the bible and a general idea of the difference between them. But through this, I have realized that I had only scratched the surface of all that is in this great work of God. Before reading I had thought that the main importance and difference between the Old Covenant and the New Covenant was that one was based on works and the other was based on God’s work of grace. I knew that the Old Covenant was important, but I didn't fully understand why. The main things that I have really learned are that there is so much difference between the Covenants, that in reality they are nothing alike. As well that obedience is a part of both, it just looks different in how it comes. The final thing is the important truth that it is all a complete work of God and not of my own.
Though my knowledge of the difference between the Covenants was fairly accurate, it was incomplete as well. One of the major differences is that the Old Covenant is by our works and the New Covenant is through faith that God can do the work in us. There are many truths from the Word that talk about the New Covenant and the freedom that comes from living in it, as opposed to living in the Old Covenant. The Old Covenant is a vital part of the story though. It reveals to us that we are completely unable to live a life of obedience alone and are in great need of God to do it for us. One of the things that stuck out to me in the book was the statement, “true worship of God---a heart and life entirely dependent upon Him,” and how the Old Covenant completely missed this. It was done out of human effort and striving, and did not look to God to do this. Through all of this, I have come to realize that I think I live under the Old Covenant many times. I think I have been living in bondage to the law, working and striving in my own self effort to please God. But I am coming to realize that this only hinders the faith that God can do this for me and is faithful to do it. Another line that stuck out to me was that, “That spirit may be found amidst very great zeal for God's service, and very earnest prayer for His grace; it does not enjoy the rest of faith, and cannot overcome sin, because it does not stand in the liberty with which Christ has made us free, and does not know that where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty.” I felt like it was a clear picture of my life. I want to serve God and I pray for His work in my life, but continue to fall backwards because I am not trusting in the freedom that is found in the New Covenant.
This leads to the next thing that I have learned from this. Though it may not look the same in the New Covenant, as it does in the Old Covenant, it is still an essential piece to what God is calling us to be. And at the root of why we cannot live a life of obedience in the New Covenant is the unbelief in our hearts. Though the New Covenant is through faith, it is not a substitute for our obedience. Rather our faith ensures our obedience by knowing in our heart the joy and power that come from it, through the Holy Spirit. At the root of our disobedience is the unbelief that God can do it in us and for us. We must surrender our hearts to the Holy Spirit and allow Him to do His work in us, through the power that only comes from Him. One thing that stuck out to me was that obedience is essential, possible, of faith, and a blessing. Many times through my own effort, I try to obey the things that God’s word commands us to do. Sometimes it lasts for a little while, but eventually the striving becomes too much and too difficult and I fail. And I am learning that this obedience is not of my own effort, but rather it is from God. The truth is that we are commanded to obey, but we cannot do it in and of ourselves. We must through faith, walk in this obedience. An example that the book used was that just as the laws of the Old Covenant were written on the stone tablets, making them a lasting document. But through the New Covenant, the Holy Spirit writes the law on our hearts. And after written, we are “unchangeably identified with it.” As the law written on stone was permanent, so is it with our heart, making a life of obedience something desired.
The other thing that I have really learned from this has been the fact that it is a work of God alone, and not of my own doing. It is by His power that I can obey what He has commanded. The example of the covenant God made with Abraham is a beautiful picture of this to me. Through it God showed that he would not only remain faithful to the covenant, but by doing the work for Abraham in the covenant ceremony, he showed that he would also fulfill Abraham’s part in the covenant. He has secured the obedience needed by being faithful not only for himself, but faithful for us as well. He is unchangeably faithful in his covenant and through the Holy Spirit makes us the same. So often I try to be faithful and do the work of being obedient. But this has shown me that God had already done the work and makes my heart right with him on his own. I need only to believe that he can do it. Through the New Covenant we must look to God alone for strength and teaching, and believe that he is going to provide for our every need in this. I cannot do it on my own. I need to rely on him.
Through this book and study on the Two Covenants, I have really learned of my utter dependence and need for God alone to do the work of the New Covenant in me. My prayer has become that He would help me to believe what he promises in the New Covenant and to leave my life of striving under the Old Covenant. I know that He alone can do this work and that He is faithful to see it through. I can rest assured that God will change my heart and conform it to be more like Christ through his Holy Spirit. I can rest in the fact that He is the one that brings me to obedience and the joy that can be in that.
Even though I wrote this over a month ago, it continues to challenge me. I share it in hopes that it can encourage and challenge others as well. Sorry it is so long, but as I said before, it was a paper for class.
