contentment

Recently God has been changing a lot in my life and flipping my world upside down. I thought I had plans; I tried making plans but He has just been really showing me that He is in control and that He is going to be guiding me in my steps.
"The heart of man plans his way but the Lord establishes his steps." Proverbs 16:9
For over a year and a half I have been planning to go to Guatemala in the middle of this coming January. But God has been changing those plans. It makes me feel absolutely crazy to think about not going to Guatemala right now because its what I have been working towards for so long now, but I trust that Jesus is leading me and he will take me to Guatemala, it will just be in his timing, not mine. I have so much peace about going home and marrying the man I love. Even though it freaks me out at times because I don't know how to be a wife and this was totally not my plan right now, I know that God's hand is on it and He will use it for His glory. How much greater to be able to go to the place I love with the man I love and work together to serve Jesus and love these kids in the way he has called us. God has truly blessed me by putting Shaun in my life and I am so grateful that we will be able to serve together and have this journey together.
So now with that God has been teaching me contentment as well. "...for I have learned in whatever situation I am to be content." Phil. 4:11 Many times it is really easy for me to wish I was in the next thing already. And then once I have that, I wish for the next thing. Being here in San Juan, TX is not exactly tons of fun. I love my church and the people I have met, but this is just not my favorite place. Yet the Lord has called me here for a time and I shouldn't wish that time away. I want to get the most of it and learn what He has for me here. I don't want to rush it away to do the next thing. I should be living for the now and in today. I want to learn contentment in where I am, no matter what Jesus has me doing for that time.